Being free to create is awesome but Ive sacrificed all enjoyable pleasures most people my age are enjoying like fancy vacations, creating a family and building there dream cars. Ive always told myself to create genuine success, I would have to sacrifice all these things till I found a conviction deep enough to support such liabilities. Yes its tempting every year to walk away from this project and just make money and build a touge drift machine but I keep telling myself which path will you regret most if you were to die today? I never planned to be a professional driver so building balanced race cars is what I am best at. I haven't regret the cars I've built so far... So yes I have to keep fighting DOUBT, keep facing my FEARS and keep telling myself as an artist you devoted two decades of learning many skills to self develop as an artist to then put that experience into a comic for the car enthusiast community and myself. Ive finally crafted and created my own version of what I think is a master piece. In my eyes yes, I am on the right path but its hard man. I wish I was out racing all the time but as of now I'm devoting 12 hrs a day to drawing and drafting, then writing scripts for the scenes . This is a crazy process for real! Ive created over 20 versions of volume 1 and now I keep facing rejection from a distributor and still I must keep pushing forward.
They think my material is not suited for the public so I will have to rewrite a new script for the comic book... filtering sucks but with all great things in life we must find a healthy compromise when the end result is the most important part. Less profanity I assuming, so I will just have to get clever with the word play for the script to still be humorous. I want people to be able to buy a paperback. People need to read more in generally nowadays.
I will continue to work harder on this project for myself and my future fans and supporters.
NEVER SURRENDER!
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